I love my child, not because everything in him is lovely n according to my liking but because there is a real incomprehensible bond stronger than fiction. No man can possibly know what that means till they have one…and then the whole universe changes and things just aren’t as before. I know i will never be free again. I have 2 lives now. And the greatest pain is having to let him make his own choices, mercifully this life link carries happiness as well as heartache. Am allowed to touch his joys, share the triumphs and excitements. Distance cant divide us. There’ll be nights without sleep, days of waiting for a word, the astonishment of him standing at the doorstep when i thought he was far away, and happiness beyond nothing i have ever thought possible…total bliss i tell you, he is after all, my diamond son…4 he can cut across my heart n mind u knw!

ONELove
Xiona ™